Infidelity and affairs: A quest for self-discovery?

Infidelity and affairs can be messy and complex, because they are.

It is inadequate to reduce infidelity to sex and lies. It goes beyond that; from personal psychee factors to the emotional and relationship dynamics.

An affair/infidelity isn't just a betrayal, but can be a form of self-exploration or search of an identity. People who cheat may not be seeking a different partner as much as they are seeking a different version of themselves — one that feels more alive, confident, or free. It can be driven by the quest for self-discovery. Sometimes, it is really not about a dissatisfaction with their partner, but more about a reconnection with lost parts of themselves - the one with the vitality, youth or untapped desires.

Equally, an affair may also be about getting away from a version they've become in the relationship, so, not so much getting away from their partners, but getting away from their self.

The tension between love and desire also comes into the phenomena of affairs. There can be an expectation in relationships that our partners fulfil both emotional security and erotic passion - two opposing needs. Although love thrives on safety, desire thrives on mystery, novelty and risk. Sometimes, a relationship may have lost that sense of passion, excitement or spontaneity.

The role of Fantasy and Escapism

Infidelity is not so much about someone wanting to leave their partner and more because they want to escape parts of their own reality. The affair may symbolize freedom from responsibility, routine, or emotional stagnation.

We can view infidelity and affairs differently.

Instead of seeing infidelity only as destructive, it can serve as a wake-up call to the relationship. Of course, there is a lot of pain in infidelity for both partners, but it can prompt couples to confront unresolved issues, improve communication and reestablish intimacy. It can help the couple to get to know each other and their relationship better. Affairs can be both a crisis and an opportunity.

Keep away from moral ambiguity and judgment.

Avoid absolutism. Instead, we can explore why the affair happened rather than label the betrayer as "bad" and the betrayed as "victim". By being curious about the underpinning motivations of the affair, such as longing, boredom or grief, individuals can gain a deeper insight into their own emotional lives and experiences.

Modern factors like the Digital Age dynamics also play a role

Technology — from dating apps to social media — has blurred the lines of infidelity. Emotional affairs, secret texting, and online connections are increasingly common forms of betrayal that challenge traditional definitions of cheating.

Healing and Recovery

In the healing of infidelity, couples need to navigate the aftermath of an affair. There needs to be a process of

• Honest dialogue without immediate judgment

• Exploring the meaning behind the affair — Was it about escape? Self-expression? Revenge?

• Rebuilding trust through transparency and emotional accountability

• Creating a new relationship contract, where both partners redefine their needs, expectations, and boundaries

Couples therapy can be a way to work through this very painful and fragile experience, or using self-help books if the couple feels they can.

As Esther Perel says, "When we seek the gaze of another, it isn’t always our partner we are turning away from, but the person we ourselves have become."